cheese And chamomile

So if you havent already heard my story about the moldy beef jerky then you should go read it.

Because, I now have an experience that is ten times worse!

So me being the smart person that I am was hungry for some cheese. So I decided that it would be smart to just... have some. So I was eating and eating this delicious cheese (and needless to say I normally dont eat a lot of dairy products).

And you wanna know what happened...
nothing, absolutely nothing... for about a half an hour at least.

Now I suffer and reap the consequences of my actions. And I promise you, I probably wont be eating cheese anytime soon.

Chamomile tea and staying close to the bathrooms is the way I roll now.

Peace and love,

Oni.

I Need To Find Me. Thank You Jerome Jarre

So it has been a long time since my fingers have had a chance to press these keys.

I honestly don't know what to do. Every time I feel like I have everything all figured out something comes out of the shadows and just changes everything.

I've been watching a lot of motivational videos and YouTube. And after I feel like I can conquer the world, until a few moments later when something just throws everything off balance.

I don't know why I am in college, I don't know what I am going to do after college, I don't know where I want to be five years down the road...and I am starting (slowly but surely) to realize that it's okay not to know. I know that I may not have my life all figured out as I thought I did, but that's alright.

I need to revalute my life and figure out my passions, my addictions, my love, my hate, everything.

I need to start from scratch and figure out what I can't live without and what I can.

I need to find me.

You should check out this video on YouTube that is really helping me. How to Get Out of Your Comfort Zone with Jerome Jarre

I think every college student goes through this small life crisis, but when I figure out a solution I want to help other college students to get through this. If you have any advice leave it in the comments below.

peace and love,

Oni.