A Potential relationship, Me?

Hello lovely people of the internet!

So, lately [as in today] I became extremely confused.

If I haven't already told you all about my bet back home, let me just fill you in!

Back home I made a bet with my old boss, that I could go my whole college career (3 1/2 years) without dating, or anything else. The only legal thing would be hugging and holding hands.

So... there is this guy, whom I think is attractive (not necessarily that I want to date him or anything), but just that I think hes attractive. And my friends took that as an opportunity to make it seem like I want to date him or anything more. Making conversations and interactions with him extremely awkward, and uncomfortable!! (Event though, I'm already socially awkward!)

Today, my friends had a house warming party, since they just also moved out of the dorms, and decided to invite him.
(Which is fine with me, its not my party).

And at this party he started to show interest, which is weird for his zodiac sign (yes, I like zodiac signs and believe that it does a good job at describing a persons personality. Although, I dont believe in horoscopes which tell you "stay away from aries or you'll have a bad day" type of thing, that just screams bull!)

And now, I'm stuck feeling like, "what in the heck am I supposed to do?" "Should I take the chance of going outside comfort zone, or stay with what's comfortable and not loose the bet?"

A quick history on my ideal of dating:
I HATE IT! The idea of dating is annoying! The fact that you have to text them, call them, see them, make time for them, is something that I just can't stand! To me it seems like a waste of time!

But back to this whole situation...
I dont want to not take the chance and miss out on something great, but I dont want to take the chance, end up hating it and still loose the bet...

I dont know what to do?

What is life right now? Why me?

Peace and love,

Oni

Meeting Beverly Johnson

Hello,

The other day I was fortunate enough to go to an event at Macys, where I was able to meet Beverly Johnson.

And for those of you who do not know who Beverly Johnson is, then shame on you! But, to give you a little history, 40 years ago she was the first African American model to be featured on the cover of vogue!

Meeting her as well as some of other lovely ladies; to name drop, Constance White, and Demeatria Bocella. They were all unrealistically beautiful, fashionable and influential.

To quickly sum up the event, it was for black history month. And they discussed the importance of supporting other African American professionals. Not just in the fashion industry but in every aspect, although, I am not the biggest advocate of black people stating the whole "we have nothing" spiel. Personally, I think that we as black people have come a long way. And I know that the world will never be a "perfect utopia", but for us to complain that we have nothing is a little over done. (but I'll do a post on that later).

But I digress.

Let's just say the event had points that I agreed with and others that I did not.

But, one thing that will forever stick with me is this, Beverly Johnson said I was "cool and stylish". That one sentence, or fragment of one made my entire life!

You can check out my social media for pictures. Links are below.

Twitter: Aziza__Craig
Facebook: Aziza Craig
Tumblr: http://isthisnameokay.tumblr.com/
Instagram: Aziza_c76
Lookbook: http://lookbook.nu/aziza_c
Youtube:  http://www.youtube.com/user/azillia1

Peace and love,

Oni.

My body hurts all over...

So, I am currently typing this in my dorm room while in pain. Why you ask? BECAUSE I SPENT THE WHOLE MORNING WALKING UP AND DOWN HILLS, LOST LOOKING FOR MY FRIENDS HOUSE THAT SHE WAS GOING TO LOOK AT TO RENT. WHICH WE NEVER FOUND!!

I think I pulled something..everything hurts.

But I digress.

I am here to give you a little update on my life thus far!

I am in my third quarter of college or my first or second semester, if your school goes by that. And along the way of my college edumacation I lost myself.

There will probably been many times in my life that I will write this or something similar.
I do want to try to keep up with the latest trends on social media and let random people take a peak into my life, but I know myself. So, because of this I will probably post randomly or sporatically when I feel "motivated" and "enthused" about life.

But as I was saying..

I lost myself. I lost my sense of style, because I was to afraid to express myself. I lost my passion for clothes and the fashion industry, because I had a lot on my plate. I lost my drive to succeed and perservere, because I felt like my going to college was somewhat pointless. [Not knowing if I will have a career when I graduate, etc].

But, lately I have been getting back into my eclectic style, and my non caring attitude about what people think of me. I have been trying to find things that make me happy in life. And even though I know I won't go back to being 100% me over night these baby steps are going pretty well so far!

To make up for my absence, here are pictures of my face...

ALSO VERY IMPORTANT!!
New social media! [some are new others are old]
Twitter: Aziza__Craig
Facebook: Aziza Craig
Tumblr: http://isthisnameokay.tumblr.com/
Instagram: Aziza_c76
Lookbook: http://lookbook.nu/aziza_c
Youtube:  http://www.youtube.com/user/azillia1

Me singing royals by lorde

Hello,

Well as you know I now make youtube videos and I havent been posting them lately cause my computer broke so heres a video of me singing royals as an apology lol.

Enjoy!

Royals cover and apologies

peace and love,

Oni!


Hope you have a wonderful Christmas holiday!!

I think im addicted!!

Hello, beautiful people of the internet!

I am currently in my night class waiting for my teacher to show up and it just dawned on me how addicted I am to technology. Literally, whenever I am bored I find myself clicking into my Facebook. Why? I have no clue!!

Even though I know I dont have any new notifications I can't help but find myself clicking on...just cause.

So, I am going to try to find more productive things to do with my time. Instead of rotting my brain with useless status updates and pictures.

Not sure how all of this is going to workout, but wish me luck!!

Peace and love,

Oni.

Beyonce vs. Lady gaga??

So if you have not already visited my Youtube channel you should! My latest video is in response to a debate between myself, my roommate and her friend. Sorry that it is late my internet is giving me HE DOUBLE HOCKEY STICKS. lol

But if you would like to check out the video click the link below! New videos every Friday (if my internet permits it..)

Beyonce vs. Lady gaga


Peace and love!

Oni.

I Am Married!

Hello,

Long time no type..haha..I thought I was being clever.. ANYWHO!

Well you may have read about my YouTube videos that come out every Friday. But I am sad to inform you that I have been missing some Friday videos. So if you want to see my latest and definitely over due YouTube video, come check out my channel at; www.youtube.com/azillia1

But to inform you about my life..

I am currently apartment hunting!! And though I have found some good ones sadly to say they were scooped up before I even had a chance. :(

But don't fret my pets, the search is still a go!!

Also, a friend of mine and I sang at an open mike night (and if you have me as a friend on Facebook or follow me then you can watch the video!)

Also, speaking of Facebook if you do not already know the importance of November 11th...then your life is a failure haha Just kidding. But on November 11th, 39 beautiful years ago my husband was born! Leonardo DiCaprio :) And so I have made the tradition to horribly Photoshop my face into his pictures on his birthday!

Cant really think of what else is happening besides this Monday I will be 19 years old..but that's not important hahah. My mom and aunt are on their way up to visit me today for the weekend! :)

But yeah, hope all is well!  Sorry for such a short blog post.

Peace and love,

Oni!