my life thus far

This is my life thus far, there have been changes some good some bad but in the end I like who I've become or maybe its who I have always been.

-Hungry: I think I have lost and gained weight so many times in one week which is not good by the way. Its not that I'm not eating and its not that I am over eating it just seems that when I am hungry there isn't food and when I'm full there's an abundance.

-Tired: No matter how many hours of sleep I manage to get I still feel exhausted, whether its 10 hours or 5 hours I still can't manage to find that refreshing "I am awake" feeling anymore.

-Thirsty: Well I just discovered that I am serverely dehydrated (symptoms include: killer headaches [all the time], nausea, light headiness...and more)  which all of the symptoms I was just so lucky to endure...YAY. <- sarcasm of course.

-Fashionable: I feel as a person who loves anything to do with fashion, I have really expanded my horizons and am starting to make my way into becoming a true fashionista :)

-Crafty: For some reason I feel this way, im not sure why but i do. I guess its because i've been becoming more and more active on my blogs and I have been really buckling down and not putting things aside for later which is great.

-Decision-y?: I know that's not in any way shape or form a real word but that's how i feel. I have been changing and changing what I wanted to be when I grow up since I was a kid and now I'm still changing it but I feel I've struck gold lately with my decisions.

-Unhealthy- Hopefully I'll buckle down and change this one, but lately I dont feel that way I used to feel, im getting older and building more and more unhealthy habits which are seeming to be harder and harder to break!

-Working: I now have two jobs one of which I love a million times more than the other, but who actually has a chance to say that they love where they work? Well now I do and im happy to say no matter how much it may seem hard and I may feel like theres no way for me to go on, I can. So go me for that one!

Well to sum up my boringly worded blog post of which no one will actually read, I am making changes and walking the walk instead of talking the talk. Remember "THE ONLY WAY THINGS ARE GOING TO CHANGE OR GET BETTER IS BY YOU MAKING THE FIRST STEP" "AND IT WILL GET BETTER, THOUGH SOMETIMES IT MAY TAKE TIME:BUT IT WILL" <- just wanted to leave my non exsistent readers with a few wise words.

Bye for now :)
peace and love.

online store!

Well I have been working hard on getting some things in line for my new and up coming online store! Whoa! It feels pretty amazing to be able to say...well type these words haha. Well for all your blog gazers, fashionistas, online shoppers I will start selling some things on Craigslist.com although you have to live in Lancaster, pa because unfortunately at this time I will not be shipping anything ;eventually it will come to that point but sadly not now.


well that is all for now I will post anything that I put up for sell on here as well with the page site.

peace and love.

my online store!!

well bloggers from across the nation, i have decided to do it! I have finally decided to start my own online store where i will be selling things right out of my closet :) I have always had a love for things like this and now I can finally have this to call my very own lol Well it wont officially be up for a couple of months from now, but ill keep all of you avid blog readers up to date with some of the things I am going to be selling!  I guess you can call it a...sneak peak haha Stay tuned!

Peace and love,

just me :)

piece of me is missing

A piece of me today was ripped out, my heart is breaking. So many emotions and feelings running through me, ANGER, sadness, crying. They always used to say you never really appreciate something until its gone, which is so true. Though this may not be important to you like it is to me, but my dog is now moving in with my brother today. He didn't even give me a chance to say a proper goodbye.

I had just woken up and my hair was a mess there was a knock on the door and there was my brother saying hes taking her. Though him taking her is for the better because he has a yard that she can run and play in. She was so excited to see him she completely forgot about me but she didn't know that she was leaving for good.

Though it does sound a little silly now that I write it out on my laptop but I miss her, she was like a bestfriend, a sister a piece of my family. we've been through good times and bad, her abusing me (shes a boxer and she hits me, its funny). I guess i will have to remember her for the cone headed, annoying little dog that she is. I LOVE YOU DIAMOND!

they say blogging is a good form of therapy and i feel they are correct.

peace and blessings :]

IMPORTANT !

I just became aware of this group of adults who started a organization called "Invisible Children" and i think that what they are doing is amazing! and i'd really like to help them out but i'm not sure how yet but i will find a way.

A little information about them...
They were originally three goofy boys (20 or so) going to Uganda but ended up going to Sudan and while they were there they discovered the horrors and truths of the things that have been going on there for many years now. When they went to the Sudan they saw millions of children hiding and going from hospital to hospital hoping to find shelter and escape the Rebels.

[A little history on the Rebels]
It was started by a Joseph Kony who now is the leader who goes around kidnapping children from their homes and schools and taking them to brainwash them into being child soldiers. They are abducted at a young age of like 6 to 10 because then its easier to brain wash them. They sometimes don't even abduct you just shoot you dead right there on the spot. Also, he takes the female girls and makes them into his wives. YOUNG GIRLS ! Thats horrifying, imagine if while you were sleeping your brother or sister were taken from their bed while they were right next to you. And these kids don't have a choice, they could be killed, tortured, or beaten if they try to escape or run.

And so more about the organization.
This organization is trying to bring this to the peoples attention, which he has. They have gotten Barrack Obama to send in 100 green berets which is fantastic. Also you can track the LRA on their website.


if you would like to know more about them you can check out their website and see their videos at http://www.invisiblechildren.com/ . i promise you what these guys are doing is amazing :] and i would love to help them out.

so you will most likely be hearing nothing but invisible children on my blog for sometime.

peace and blessings :]

my addictions

I am a shoeholic, volleyballholic, purseholic, shoppingholic, and many more things. Well i cant really help my addictions but i just love fashion and shopping though i dont really do it that much because i like having money in my bank :]. I cant help my love for shoes, from heels to sneakers to anything, i think i mostly like the feeling of being... pretty. I dont know what it is about it but going to another place and having people compliment you brings a sort of joy to my day !

Actually, i went shopping yesterday and bought some things which has been F O R E V E R since i set foot inside a mall and i realized how much i miss it. So i came up with this brilliant idea of every week ill take 10 percent of my paycheck and put it in a seperate account and once a month ill take that money and go shopping.         What do you guys think? Good idea or horrible? im not sure which way i should lean my vote because after taking a quick peek inside Forever 21, Wet Seal, Deb, H & M and so many more stores. I realized that i was missing out on the sales and the shopping experience :] (its pretty sad how im trying to convinve myself this is a good idea) But enough talk of shopping before im tempted to buy things online.

My second addiction, Ahh ... sweet , sweet volleyball, how i love you so. I have always had a love for volleyball but it wasnt until last year that i started to play on a team and im HOOKED ! i cant stop. Its like a magnetic field pulling me towards the court. Though i do need to work on my serving since its not persistent. :/ Though one day ill get it and when i do... LOOK OUT OLYMPICS here i come (is volleyball in the olympics
) man thats sad i love the sport but couldnt tell you if its in the olympics.

These are just some of the things that i enjoy doing and being addicted to :]


peace and blessings :]

My thoughts about blogging before i started

I thought this whole blogging experience would be different. I thought people would find more interesting topics to talk about then their pets or families or politics. Don't get me wrong i love my dog and my family not nearly so much as politics.But come on can we pick any other subjects that would be less dry. [not to offend anyone who used those as their topics of the days ;)]

 Also, not to offend any readers but i feel as though in my opinion that those topics are boring. But anyway not to get sidetracked... where was i? oh yeah that's right how i though my first time at blogging would go.... I thought there would be better topics to write about like life the common everyday Joe schmo who makes average money with problems and such. 

You know become like a ask sally ad in the newspaper...without a identity without a trace but the only thing left behind are my beautiful words of wisdom, or not so beautiful. but hey its life what can i say. I would think if i was to show a English teacher my blogs they would be appalled and i don't blame them but i want to feel comfortable typing to my readers [which at this point and time isn't anyone]. I want the type of readers who will ask questions ask for advice get into a habit of typing in my URL to see what I've written. Though i don't want to put myself on any type of pedestal at all. I would like to have a connection, a moment with my readers. Also down the road i was thinking of doing contests or something and giveaways. I would like to have my blog be the blog that has everything maybe even a little bit of politics [maybe....just maybe]

well that's all folks - peace and blessings :)