Hello lovely people of the internet!
So, lately [as in today] I became extremely confused.
If I haven't already told you all about my bet back home, let me just fill you in!
Back home I made a bet with my old boss, that I could go my whole college career (3 1/2 years) without dating, or anything else. The only legal thing would be hugging and holding hands.
So... there is this guy, whom I think is attractive (not necessarily that I want to date him or anything), but just that I think hes attractive. And my friends took that as an opportunity to make it seem like I want to date him or anything more. Making conversations and interactions with him extremely awkward, and uncomfortable!! (Event though, I'm already socially awkward!)
Today, my friends had a house warming party, since they just also moved out of the dorms, and decided to invite him.
(Which is fine with me, its not my party).
And at this party he started to show interest, which is weird for his zodiac sign (yes, I like zodiac signs and believe that it does a good job at describing a persons personality. Although, I dont believe in horoscopes which tell you "stay away from aries or you'll have a bad day" type of thing, that just screams bull!)
And now, I'm stuck feeling like, "what in the heck am I supposed to do?" "Should I take the chance of going outside comfort zone, or stay with what's comfortable and not loose the bet?"
A quick history on my ideal of dating:
I HATE IT! The idea of dating is annoying! The fact that you have to text them, call them, see them, make time for them, is something that I just can't stand! To me it seems like a waste of time!
But back to this whole situation...
I dont want to not take the chance and miss out on something great, but I dont want to take the chance, end up hating it and still loose the bet...
I dont know what to do?
What is life right now? Why me?
Peace and love,
Oni
