life.

Hello,

I finally realized what my problem is...well before I get in to that whole spiel. I got out early today and am on my laptop blasting my all time new favorite song for now; Always and Forever by Marques Houston.

And I decided that I want to start dancing again so I am trying to learn some choreography online, which is really fun and very challenging. But I love it! Also, I kinda came to the conclusion that I wanted to become flexible again, which will definitely help out with dancing. So wish me luck!! Although, I probably will not become some "All Star" dancer somewhere on TV, I really enjoy watching it and doing it so its about time I picked it back up again.

Well on to explaining some of my many realizations about myself...If you have not noticed I am a lazy bum. But although I really do love blogging, vlogging, and fashion I just don't have the time or effort to continue. Although, I'm not saying that I want to have some gigantic and famous blog or anything I just don't have any motivation lately or followers. :( And I understand the only way to get followers and such is to continue blogging but sometimes I feel like I am preaching to the wind out here haha. And sadly enough to say every time I go to make a new vlog video I can't hear myself nor do I know how to do a voice over or edit correctly. (I speak relatively quiet on a daily basis so for me I am like yelling at my computer every time I make a video and I don't know if I am just losing my hearing or what cause I can't hear myself). So I am not really sure if I am going to be making any more vlogs unless done on my phone and uploaded somehow or when my brother gives me his mac so I can download Imovie. But I probably won't be getting that computer until I head off to college. :(

Well maybe I'll just have to keep going and eventually something will happen. And another thing to yell at myself for is that I barely ever post OOTD's which I need to get on, cause I have outfits lying around my room waiting for me to snap pictures of them.

PS. I probably won't be taking photos outside anytime soon, its unrealistically cold (9 degrees this morning) where I am and I am not going to get sick and end up missing school or work anytime soon, so hopefully ill get those pictures updated and get a move on with my life. waahh!

peace and love,

Oni.

more updates and giveaways?

Hello, hello and again with my theme of keeping things short this will be as well. I am here to tell you that everything is updated, from my blogs, to lookbooks, to vlogs etc. I am highly proud of myself right now :)

Well my schedule is busy with finals happening and everything this week so I probably won't be posting a lot for this week. But hopefully when it is over I can get back on track (or at least make a track that is, since I have no exact date of which I update everything. I have to get on that!) Well nothing really else is going on that I have time to type about for now.

But thank you even if you don't subscribe, thank you for just dropping by and checking out my things. I appreciate it. Maybe if this thing picks up I can do give aways and contests and fun things like that!! :)

Peace and love,

Oni.

I survived!

So thankfully I survived the night with no bodily harm done to myself or others. Unfortunately the smell of restroom, pizza and feet still lingers :(

But thankfully now I get to indulge in some yummy Chinese food. Which is well deserved :)

Peace and love y'all

Oni.

Kill me now.

So kill me now blog readers as I explain to you my horrifying situation.

Today is my one Saturday off in a very, VERY long time. And so my aunt asked me if I wanted to go with her to my little cousins 7th bowling birthday party. And so me being the kind hearted person that I am decided to say yes....

I regret to inform you all that this was probably the worst idea to come. Our table is right next to the mens bathroom, I can hardly hear myself think over the screaming children, crashing pins and my thoughts of how to escape.

But without a car or money for a taxi (i doubt they take credit cards) I am forced to stay and conversate with people I have never meet that are supposedly related to me. Fun.

I'll keep you guys posted.

Peace and love,

Oni.

Updates

Hello blogging world, just here to tell you that I have a new ootd on my other blog, and tumblr, etc. And I will soon have another vlog post on my YouTube account! So drop by and take a look, feedback would be much appreciated!!

Other blog: www.fashionssoulmate94.blog spot.com
Tumblr: www.isthisnameokay.tumblr.com
YouTube: www.youtube.com/azillia1
Pinterest: Pinterest.com/acraig94

Peace and love,

Oni.

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So my mothers reason for making my life ten times more difficult was because " she needs to start living for her " and it makes me curious as to what she's been doing all this time. And her other quote of reasoning " your going away to college soon, your leaving so " so making my life difficult fot the last four or five months is okay? Excuse me, if I didn't wanna be up all night studying, catching rides with people, staying over at peoples houses just so I can pay my bills and barely make it through my senior year. Thanks mom, hope your life gets better than what mines will be.

Peace and love y'all,

Oni.

It can only get better.

Chaos.

I am 18 years old I have two jobs, blogs, vlogs and high school to juggle. You would think that would be enough on my plate but now there's more. My mother decides she's going to move me out of my school two York halfway through my senior year and not only is that going to affect my grades but also, my work. For so many years now I've been paying for everything that I own my phone bill, to my internet, to my clothes, to my school stuff and now with me moving to York I will no longer be able to do those things because I probably won't be able to make it to my job on time. I don't normally me ask for much but one thing that I do ask for is that I would be able to stay and not have my life turn into a more chaotic event than what it already is.

Peace and love,

A very sad oni.

patronizing?

Hello blogging world! Well I am currently in a dilemma right now.... So for the past few days I have been talking about starting to vlog which I have been doing pretty well with keeping up with.

But I got a message from a girl in my inbox on YouTube and we were having a conversation when at the last moments of our conversation she said she wanted to see my (*ehem* excuse my use of the word) "boobs" and she wanted to show me hers. I have never met this girl before and am perfectly fine with having a conversation with someone, and I did so with her. When she called me (and I quote) "nice but patronizing".

But pardon me if I am "Patronizing" because I do not want to send indecent pictures of myself to this person on the Internet, nor would I like to receive them. And if having some respect and decency in myself makes me "Patronizing" then damn it I AM PATRONIZING! And I am not some up tight prude either I just do not find it interesting to send pictures of myself that could potentially ruin me in the long run, and it leaves nothing to the imagination :)

And sorry if you are this person and ends up reading this, this is my life and I must blog about it.

p.s. if anyone would like to have a normal conversation then I would be happy to, I don't bite!

peace and love,

Oni.

Twitter?

Hello, hello, beatiful people!!

Well I was wondering, that since I have every other social media device to be used for my liking...that maybe I should start a twitter as well?

Well give me some feedback on what you guys think yes or no?

ps. sorry for using well a lot... I am seriously trying to stop hahha

peace and love,

Oni.

Vlogging and thus so far

Yo home dawg's...<- never again I promise hahah

Sooo lets talk vlogging:) I really like it so far although it takes me forever to figure out how to edit them and make them better but I will try my best to get better at this. (and to speak louder :/ sorry, I am pretty much a quiet person...well except when I laugh..I can thank papa dukes for that one haha)

Annnnd at this exact moment I am trying to edit a video about my day today, which was surprisingly pretty okay so far :) so stay tuned, if I can not figure it out tonight ill try to get it on tomorrow. If you have any tips or anything that would be much appreciated! ♥

So about my creepers, I am absolutely in l O V E with them!!! although they do rub a little on the sides, but I think once I get them stretched out and worn more I think it will be okay. But I hope you guys like my outfit that I posted and surprisingly I was able to update all of my social media devices, besides facebook lol. 

Well that is all for now lovely people!!

peace and love,

Oni.

Creepers ootd

Everything is from forever 21 except
Creepers: journeys
Hat: my dads store
Watch: Kmart
Earrings: H&M